The Fallen Angel

Iā€™ve been writing a lot about the split in the consciousness of woman with the advancement of society. Not only she, but the man of today is also becoming more and more vocal about the issues of women. But what about Man? Who is talking about the issues of Man? Is he spilt too? Yes, absolutely!Ā 


His split is internal, itā€™s runs deeper, itā€™s harsh. Itā€™s of a great significance to mankind because man is the leader of the world. He is at a constant war with himself, with his own energy, because there is a conflict, a split within him. I see Man immensely burdened by the world he leads. He lives in survival mode, fighting constantly for his existence. Itā€™s my attempt here that we try to understand ā€˜Himā€™, instead of holding ā€˜Himā€™ responsible and accountable for all the problems of the world. He hasnā€™t enjoyed life, he hasnā€™t known love. He hasnā€™t even been able to cry šŸ˜¢. Why is that? Letā€™s explore.Ā 


Lately, The Garden of Eden & The Kingdom of God have caught my attention immensely. It seems like a world of propaganda up there, as opposed to a heavenly abode! To me, this is a matter of great significance because our world is built on the knowledge of the Garden of Eden. Stuck endlessly in a fight between good & evil. And where does man get judged for it? In the Kingdom of God. So the past of man is the Garden of Eden & the future is the Kingdom of God. And in between, is his struggle to survive.Ā 


Manā€™s fascination with God is understandable – God is mysterious, unattainable, divine. But Godā€™s fascination with Man is beyond my understanding. It was beyond the understanding of Lucifer too, known more commonly as the ā€˜fallen angelā€™. Lucifer was Godā€™s most beautiful & precious creation before Adam. It is said that Lucifer confronted god on his obsession with Man & specifically with Adam, as he saw them as nothing more than animals. Understandable, Man was unconscious, zombie like, before Adam tasted the fruit of knowledge. God saw this as an act of rebellion and Lucifer renounced the Kingdom of God. It is also Said that he built a kingdom of his own, which was judged by God as demonic. Lucifer is considered by many to be the true face of the devil.Ā 


It is also believed that after Lilith, the first woman and Adamā€™s divine counterpart, fled the Garden of Eden, she birthed an army of demonic babies with Lucifer. Canā€™t say anything about that but whatā€™s evident in the findings of most scholars of the gospel & early biblical records, is that Lucifer & Lilith did share some sort of an intimate connection. Some speculate that the serpent of the Tree of Knowledge is Lucifer & some speculate itā€™s Lilith. It is important to note however that Lucifer is not man. He is an angel, which in spiritual terms would be considered a consciousness. Lucifer has no physical form. But an energetic intimacy between Lucifer & Lilith is clear. The connection between a ā€˜Buddhaā€™ and his disciples is also an intimate one. An intimacy of another kind but intimacy none the less.Ā 


Lucifer is instrumental in transforming Lilithā€™s pain into power and pain can only turn into true power, when replaced by true love. A womanā€™s power, rather super power, is in her unconditional love. It is the only force that can birth not only a child, but also herself and The New Man. But to birth the new man, her love needs to be channeled. She needs a teacher to channel her love, to give it the direction of transformation. Love is the only teacher. Her love also needs love to channel it. Lilith found her teacher in Lucifer but Adam was denied his feminine power. Manā€™s unconditional love is no less of a superpower though. His love, no matter how silent, can transform a woman into a goddess. Lucifer must truly Love Lilith, to be able to transform her into such a force to reckon with, that God himself fears.Ā 


Letā€™s stop here for a second ā€¦ God fears? šŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø. No wonder Adam fears. Adam fears all that God fears and more. He also fears being judged by God. The same God who fears Lilith, so much so, to condemn her an Evil goddess. Evil sure, but also a goddess. The same God who fears the ending of his kingdom, just as Adam fears death. Fear of the feminine & fear of death, is what has kept man split & therefore controlled. What is the fear of death? Itā€™s the biggest illusion. In fact it is a release, an unburdening! Life goes on. The form may change. And it will change again. And again & again. Fear creates the split. Acceptance dissolves it. Ā 


Adam is consciously man & has a subconscious Lilith in him. His inner Lilith keeps calling out to sing & dance, laugh & rejoice, celebrate & be celebrated; but the fearful Adam in him, must conform to Godā€™s will. That is the split. A split so deep that it manifests as a constant struggle for survival in his own world. Constantly focused on fending for himself & his world, before itā€™s time for death. He has not lived. It seems like Godā€™s propaganda to keep him so focused on his outer reality, that he completely forgets, there is an inner world that can transform his outer reality. If Adam ā€˜remembersā€™ this, he cannot be controlled by God. Then He is God.Ā 


Luciferā€™s philosophy is simple. He declares, ā€˜there is no God, there is no good and no evil. I am all there is. It is all within me. No one should be subservient to another.ā€™ In short, Lucifer declares himself God stating ā€˜all are Godā€™. His philosophy completely ends the inner conflict, the fight, the split. Both good & evil are accepted. Have been transcended. Interestingly Luciferā€™s philosophy is similar to that of the Gods of the East. Shiva, who in many ways resembles what the west would term,Ā  a ā€˜demonā€™, lives among the dead, always in ā€˜samadhiā€™, with dead body ash smeared all over, is symbolically represented by a penis. He burns the universe to ashes in his rage, yet he is God.Ā 

Krishna on the other hand, is the complete expression of the experience of life, totally life-affirmative, in all its forms. From playing the flute, to playing the ā€˜gopisā€™, From dancing in the rain, to dancing in the ā€˜raasā€™, From stealing butter to instigating war. All of it. The good & the evil. Both Shiva & Krishnaā€™s philosophy is the same as Lucifer, except for a tiny difference that makes all the difference. They say ā€˜I am all there isā€™, and they add, ā€˜and Iā€™m nothing at allā€™. Thereā€™s a certain humility, an innocence to their approach & it is the ultimate truth. It is ā€¦ Godly!Ā 


There is another common link between the threeĀ  – LOVE! Unconditional love, risen from the existence of another. Lucifer, Shiva & Krishna; have been instrumental in transforming Lilith, Shakti & Radhaā€™s pain into power. Into goddess power! They are the ā€˜gurusā€™ of the Divine feminine. Love is the only teacher and for love to teach, intimacy is a requirement. Now, itā€™s a different story that Shiv Shakti & Radha Krishna are also lovers & in eternal union, but our world is built on the Garden of Eden, not on ā€˜Kailashā€™ mountain. Regardless, every Lilith needs a Lucifer, every Shakti needs a Shiva, every Radha needs a Krishna. Behind every Goddess is a God who unleashes her inner goddess with love. And when she is a goddess, she rebirths her lover as a transformed being. That is the interdependence of the divine masculine & divine feminine, in the evolution of mankind.Ā 


But Adam has been denied that connection. Even Jesus remained separated from his counterpart, Mary Magdalene. He isnā€™t God and his God wonā€™t let him be one. At most, Adam can be the Son of God. These philosophies of Lucifer, Shiva & Krishna are great but how can Adam manifest it as a reality into his world? Adam has to survive in the world. and he is split. As cliched as it may sound, love is the answer. Love dissolves the split because Love is God. How is love god? Because Love is the only force that has the ability to rise to god consciousness. The deeper Adam allows himself to fall in love, the higher he will rise to god consciousness. But love is condemned in the Kingdom of God. Only relationships holds true. Martyrdom is a conditioning. Adam must choose himself. Adam must choose love.Ā 


But what to do about the bills, the job, the home, the business, the wife, the kids, the parents, the friends, the society, the whole world on his shoulders? Nothing! What can he do? It is what it is. As much as man believes that his reality is in his control, it is not. This mechanism of control is another gift of illusion from his God. His God doesnā€™t want Adam to Love, to turn inward, so he can be controlled. Thatā€™s exactly what Adam must do. See what heā€™s being stopped to see. Liberation is not in ā€˜doing something about itā€™, liberation is in understanding. He is the God of his world. He has built it. Why should he renounce it? But he can change his experience of it and all that is needed is, understanding! ā€˜Choose Love Adamā€™.Ā 


Yes, itā€™s easier said than done but it is possible. In fact it is the only way to dissolve the split. To become the master of his own reality. Follow the inner voice, the heartā€™s calling; follow it totally, with intensity; and watch the outward reality shift. Iā€™m not saying that itā€™ll be easy or that Adam may not sleep hungry a few nights. In fact I can assure Adam from my personal experience, that he will sleep hungry a few nights but he wonā€™t die. That hunger will transform him.

When he has love, he has god, When he has love, he has god consciousness, When he can give love without a care of the world, without a fear of survival; Adam will know God consciousness. And that God has no fear, has no split. The outward reality will then shift on its own to suit the inner world. When Adam can shift his inner compass, his outer world will shift accordingly. But can Adam trust love, can he trust himself?Ā 


Adam has learnt that he is not worthy, therefore he must be subservient to a God outside of him. He cannot accept himself as God and certainly that would look arrogant to the ā€˜worldā€™. Adam is so alone in his struggle too. He has been separated from Lilith, the one who can truly walk with him, create with him. And Eve says, ā€˜now that Iā€™ve been suppressed, Iā€™ll either fight you for a pkace in your world, or Iā€™ll just sit here while you struggle for the survival of the both of usā€™. Itā€™s almost criminal and therefore, it is crucial for him to remember his intrinsic value & worth. What he truly is! He has to see the God in himself. Adam has to be God consciousness.Ā 

In my study, Iā€™ve found, many theorists have suggested over the years that our world is ruled by 1% of our population who are satanic worshipers, more commonly called the deep state or the cabal. If they worship the God of the Garden of Eden, then this theory seems befitting. This God seems like the biggest manipulator. Manipulating the very evolution of mankind! His most precious creation. I wonder if it is actually the Devil, who we pray to as God šŸ¤”. They are certainly not praying to Lucifer. They are s#!T scared of him. A relationship with God can only be built on a foundation of Love, not fear. Can Adam find God?Ā 


If the God of this world is really the devil, then what does that make Lucifer? Iā€™ll leave that to you to ponder over. But whatā€™s of prime importance to Adam, is the philosophy of Lucifer. The one who is condemned for declaring himself God, seems to have the keys to liberate Adam from his enslavement to his own world.Ā 


I found my own Lucifer. Actually he found me. My master, Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh, transforming my pain into power. My own beloved fallen angel of the world, judged & eliminated for his unconditional love & devotion to birthing the New Man & the New Woman, bringing them liberation from this enslavement to the Kingdom of God, freedom from the knowledge of the Garden of Eden. Interestingly his approach is to find God consciousness not by fighting the world, not by running away from it, but by totally enjoying all it has to offer.Ā 


He declared there is no God, only godliness. Only god consciousness. His earliest disciples also declared him God. He was widely condemned and still is, by those who know nothing about the world of spirituality & mystics. ā€˜Bhagwanā€™ is a salutation of respect for a man who has attained god consciousness. Even today, 32 years after his death, the threat of his consciousness is so great for the highest levels of political & religious leadership of the world, that every non-ethical, criminal and oppressive measures are being used, to suppress the legacy he left behind for all the Adams, all the Eves and all the Liliths of the world.Ā 


There is a whole army of ā€˜Godā€™s own creationsā€™ against him. It makes me wonder. Obviously the God of Adamā€™s world doesnā€™t want Adam to meet Lucifer. So the God of the world, condemns Lucifer & has him assassinated. Regardless, The consciousness of Lucifer cannot be controlled. It is Maroon & it is rising!Ā