FREEDOM
I’m inspired! To say something, something about Freedom. This word – Freedom. It pulls me like no other. Ever since I was a little girl, I’ve been craving Freedom. Even when I didn’t know what Freedom meant. I just love the feeling that comes with this word – Freedom. Freedom. Freedom!
I was raised with a lot of Freedom. Most say, my parents gave me a bit too much of it. But I wonder, is there anything like too much freedom? And if I was raised with so much freedom, then why was I looking for it all my life? I know now. I wasn’t looking for freedom, I was looking for liberation. You could say it’s the same but there is a small difference in essence, which makes all the difference. But that’s for another day. Today, for the sake of this sharing, I’ll call it Freedom.
All rebellion, all revolutions, are an act of a need for freedom. We are conditioned to believe that we live in a free world. But this world is anything but a free. So at the soul level, we all crave freedom. Most of us aren’t even aware that almost all of our frustrations arise from this need of freedom because we believe that we are free. It is just a belief, and all belief is conditioning, not reality!
The thing is we are like ping pong balls between good and evil. We are conditioned to choose between good and evil. To be able to choose is not freedom. True freedom is when we can choose not to choose either and experience both and neither. In reality, in truth rather, there is no good and no evil. They are just two sides of the same coin of duality. And truth is non dual dualistic. We are both good and evil and in that we are neither. If we are both good and evil then we are neither, we are a third kind that hasn’t been given a name, because language comes from the world of duality, not reality.
Ever since the establishment of society, we have been given a choice. A choice to remain in society or to renounce it. So either choose the path set out by the establishment, government, structure; or the path set out by the God men, priests, pundits. Lemme tell you a secret I found out 🤫. These establishments, governments, structures and God men, priests, pundits; work in collaboration behind the scenes. They are best friends you know. They just look like enemies. It’s an illusion. To keep us confused. To play with us. So we can’t see the reality, the truth; which is only inside of us, not outside.
Until we know what we are, we can be controlled. Controlled like machines, not even like humans. We can be controlled in the name of good & evil, either by the establishment or the God men. We can revolt, we can rebel, we can do whatever we think will give us freedom. But we are controlled. So how to break out of this control and be free?
Both of these, the establishment and the God men, control us through our attachment to our egos. By that I don’t mean arrogance. I mean our attachment to our false sense of identity, which has been fed to us by these establishments and God men only. All of our conditioning makes up our egos. All our attachments, goals, desires, identity, personality and so on. When we feel un worthy of the establishment’s idea of success; we run to the God men as an escape. But then they start controlling us through our attachment to escape. There is nothing that can come of escaping. We are essentially only escaping from ourselves and we can’t escape ourselves. Where will we run fro ourselves. It’s an illusion.
A small story comes to me as I say this. A man renounced all his worldly attachments and went to the Himalayas to seek God. He had heard, if he wants to find God, he must renounce his attachments. So that’s what he did. When he reached his destination, he found all the trees occupied by seekers of God. In meditation they sat. One seeker under one tree. So he found an unoccupied tree, sat under it and started meditating. Suddenly, he felt a smack on his head and opened his eyes to find another seeker screaming at him, ‘get out of here. Go find another tree. This is MY tree.’ 😂.
Our attachments are what they play us on. So only if we break through our attachment to our false sense of self, the ‘I’, the ‘my’; they can’t control us. Never & not at all. How will they … rather, what will they control? 🤔
They will be left confused instead 😂. But it’s not easy to break through conditioning. So how to do that? I found one way. Rather, I was shown a way by ‘Him’ who has broken all his conditioning and realized what ‘He’ is. It’s Vipassna meditation. The way of Buddha. Vipassna, coupled with the practice of periodic silence, breaks through these conditionings and attachments. God men are men not Buddha. So they don’t know and don’t let us know either. The silence opens us up to see ‘what’ we really are. And slowly but surely, we start to detach from our minds and bodies. The only way I can describe the experience, is to be able to see ourselves as another entity. The watcher, the witness in us starts to see the personality, the ego, the ‘I’.
This watcher, this witness is the true self. It is nothing and it is all there is. It’s all of existence. It is oneness, it is union. In fact true self-love is born of this experience. That is why they say, self-love is selfless! Then we are our true self, our authentic self. Then we are Love. And Love is God. Then we are God. God is neither good nor evil, and both good and evil. Then both good and evil is transcended. Such a transcended being can never be controlled. He can be eliminated certainly, but cannot be controlled. And what is the fear in being eliminated? One day we will all meet death. Why not meet it in freedom? And before that, why not be alive and free, instead of being dead and controlled?
In True Twin Flame connections, the duality of Good & Evil can be seen. In fact, the main purpose, (among other purposes) of these very rare Twin Flame connections, is the transcendence of Good & Evil, through the power of Love. They are two faces of the same coin of duality, so they are essentially one. One is the Good twin & one is the evil twin; where one is light & one is dark; one is Yin & one is Yang. In their union, both Good & Evil are transcended, and they are transformed to a third kind.
This third kind is both Good & Evil, and neither Good nor evil. Good or Evil, they are essentially aspects of the same whole. In their union this third kind is the ‘Divine’ kind. That is why, their union is a Sacred Union. The Divine union. In their union, the template of True Love is seeded and Love, my friend, is Freedom.
Freedom is not in choice. It is in ‘being’ choice less. Freedom is in acceptance only, in experience. So fuck the establishment, fuck the God men. Be choice less and be liberated! Do what the fuck you want and I’ll do what the fuck I want. I just want to celebrate and meditate; just want to dance 💃
I want to …
Live to see the flower blossom,
Whatever will be, will be awesome.
MAPJ
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